Depending on where you are, I don't know if assisted suicide is always available with terminal cancer?

In my tradition I don't feel it is an option I can take, although I very much understand it. I wish that as a society we could come up with more affirming ways to approach this--like paying caregivers more and having more of them.

I very much wish you luck crafting directives that will work for you, and hope that whatever comes is as gentle as possible. Thank you for reading.