It is my fervent wish that you get your wish and can stay in your condo until the end or very near it.

Sadly, I am learning, and I am not the only one, that it just doesn't go like that sometimes. I'm also sad when I hear about people planning to "end it themselves"--I don't believe in that, myself, but more than that it makes me sad that our knee-jerk reaction is to only address our own pain by simply ending it when we want (which is also not always so easy to call), rather than trying to think of ways to help the entire system be a little better for everyone.